MY UNEXPECTED JOURNEY

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I felt like I am more alive today. I was happier when I stepped on the grounds of Mall of Asia. It was never the same happiness that I feel when I visitied it a gew months back. I guess, enjoying some moments are largely affected by those people who accompanied me at that moment.

I was with my girlfriend and my girlfriend's12-year old sister when we get our kit and stroll the mall. Haha. I was really happy being around with them but I knew that my girlfriend was a little bothered about what happened earlier this morning.

Along our way to the mall, her sister vomitted a lot (as in 3 plastic bag of brown barf full, oops sorry for inducing that image on your head!) on aircon van. I saw her panic countenance and saw in her eyes that she was troubled about what happened. Anyway, she cleaned it up and no one complained since we anticipated that incident.

When we were in a clothing store, to buy some new pants for her sister, she apologized to me. Of course, I said that she has nothing to worry about and am glad to be with them. It was true. They made me happy today in spite of it. I believe it was just normal for her sister to be that way since she was not used to going long trips. I am glad because I became part of their first stroll on that mall and it was an amazing experience having them as my companion. *especially the barfing incident that made it marked my head, I anticipated that but I never thought it will be worst hahaha*

In fact, I appreciate small things earlier. I love walking with them, getting lost there, eating a lot of food, and watching the sun by the bay. I never felt this jovial feeling when I am not with them. 

I am hoping for more moments with them. :) I am prepared and am looking forward to have a fruitful year in 2016! 

P.S. I am really tired today and I didn't mentioned to my girlfriend that I have my allergies in my whole body. It was the reason why my feet were aching. I just didn't want to destroy the moment. Hahaha. I took my antihistamine medicine now, I am alright.

Signing off,

Sito Longges

Yes, let's move forward!

CLOCK'S TICKING: HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT YOUR REMAINING DAYS?

Based on my research about life expectancy of Filipino, I only have 47.5 years left in this world, to be exact, 17, 337.5 days to live as of this moment (given that I will die naturally). Hahaha. Yes, that's fast. Actually, the memories that I remembered today seemed like yesterday.

It made me realized that growing old is too quick. I didn't even realize that I am doing big responsibilities and my problems are serious. I actually have white hairs and I don't even have time to dye it. I am stressed yet happy. I love what I do and I finally living my simple dream (I just hope to level it up). 

A lot of things happened to me so fast in just 2 years. I didn't even think of it that it will happen to e because there were things that I didn't ask but were given to me. I guess that's the good thing of not expecting too much of life but just doing  best. However, on my journey of fulfilling my dreams there are a lot of struggles and problems, usually problems in dealing with toxic people. But the good thing is: I DON'T GIVE AN F* ON THEM. AND I GET USED TO THEM. 

I just do what I think is right as long as I don't interfere with them and I don't involve myself on other things that I find nonsense.

Nowadays, I am a little drained with emotions. Basically, this "drained" feeling is rooted from a lot of engagements and talking. I want to find my solitude and to be quiet these days. I want to talk about positive things in life because aside from it boosts my mood,  it will help me to look young. Ahahaha. I want to relax and to be with my partner, family, and friends. #semesterbreakfeels #shortvacationcoming

Thinking about my remaining days, I want to spend it with my loved ones and to contribute something remarkable in society. I want to be remembered because of my contributions and I believe that will be a way for me to live forever. I want to live this little place called Earth without any regrets in life. I want to be happy and to leave a mark.

How about you? :) Have you thought about your remaining days?

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